to losing a day in the mix

to losing a day in the mix

Tuesday, August 28, 2012

Waiting to Board

This post will be a bit abbreviated because I am currently in SFO International waiting to board my flight, which will leave in 1 hour!!!! But I wanted to write a bit about the last few days, before they're completely overshadowed by what's to come.

Over the past few days, Michael and I savored every last moment up until my bittersweet departure last night. Here are some highlights of the things we did:

 ginger

We took the dogs for long walks in the Bottoms of Arcata. They greatly appreciated the fun times.

Sgt. Pepper

We went to the Humboldt Bay jetty in Samoa, where we watched the waterworks fly. This is a favorite pastime for us because it's honestly as exciting as fireworks, but totally free, and the only energy used is that of the moon to make the tides.

 crashing waves at the samoa jetty

sea spray 

 breaking waters

Michael and I noticed these large scraps of an old beached ship. We dug a large hole to see how deep it would go, but gave up after about 4 feet.

remnants of a rusted ship in the sand 

We went to the Humboldt County Fair (also a favorite pastime). This year, we didn't ride any rides like we normally do, but we did see all the animals and go to the races.

moo

 staring goats

winning horse on home stretch 

In about half an hour, I'll be saying goodbye to California and her poppies, and I already had to say goodbye to things like this farmland right next to my house.

california poppy 

california farmland (note the tiny egrets in the field) 

I finished a quilt that I started last summer, but didn't get a chance to work on during the year, since I don't have my sewing machine in Boston. I am really proud of it, though.

my (finally) completed quilt 

flower embroidery 

stitching along a curve (**difficult!!) 

Last night, I had my tearful goodbyes to the dogs, my family, and Michael, and boarded this flight, perfectly timed for sunset over my beloved homeland.

sunset reflecting off propellors 

looking toward Japan 

to the land of the rising sun 

here i come

Well, this is perfect timing, because they are JUST calling my boarding group! See you in Japan!!

Tuesday, August 21, 2012

I Packed My Life into a Suitcase Today

With just 8 days to go until I find myself getting off the plane in Osaka, I'm really starting to get nervous. Packing, for one, is proving to be a real nightmare. Since I'll be traveling between semesters, on and off trains and buses and planes, I decided a long time ago that I would try to limit myself to one 50 pound bag and a shoulder-strap carry-on. One problem is that I'm normally a pretty heavy packer, always trying to prepare for any situation that may arise during whatever trip I'm taking. Another is simply the difficulty of predicting what situations I actually WILL encounter during a whole year away--and to do so well enough to decide what's worth the weight and space. How does one simply pack her life into one suitcase?

star-gazing for perseid's meteor shower in kneeland, ca 

My answer: it's just not possible. Sure, I can, and have, packed my THINGS into my suitcase, kept to the weight limit, and have space to spare for trinkets I buy. But there isn't enough space in OUTER space to pack up my life--and just look at how much space there is!

 fog rolling on the surface of the bay

I think that having a personality that's stubborn in its independence will in many ways benefit me this year, but even during this past year, I occasionally missed home. And as it draws nearer and nearer across the Pacific horizon, Japan seems more and more foreign to me, and I've begun to get truly anxious for the first time.

spliced photos of an egret in flight

For travel in Japan, one is required to apply for something called the Certificate of Eligibility for the visa before she can actually apply for the visa. And the timeline for the COE is generally what one might think as the timeline for the visa for other countries, particularly European countries. So I applied for the COE a couple months back, and the Japanese government generally sends it to you with about two weeks to spare for the visa. For a while, I've just been waiting to receive the COE before darting 6 hours south to the Consulate General in SF.

Finally, Michael and I were able to go down to San Francisco last Friday to deal with my visa application. We left Arcata around 5 in the morning, and got the consulate around 11am. After receiving specified identification cards that would allow us access to specific floors of the consulate building only, everything went surprisingly quickly in the visa application office. And by lunchtime, we were ready to hit the town.

 chinatown, san francisco

We were fortunate enough to be in SF when Rebecca D. (yes, all you Brandeisians should be pretty jealous right about now) was available to come up from Palo Alto to spend an afternoon with us. So we met up and started on our way through Chinatown. 

chinese lanterns crossing the street 

It made me pretty scared to consider that the way I felt in Chinatown looking up at all the signs filled primarily with unknown characters is how I will likely feel for the first couple full weeks in Japan soon enough. But I'm sure I'll get over that shock quickly, living in blissful ignorance of the words I pass daily.

 sesame ball dim sum

We all ate in Chinatown at a Dim Sum dive. Since it wasn't a traditional restaurant, but primarily a to-go hang-out for local Chinese immigrants, we got the more authentic experience. That was complete with a $7 pricetag to satiate three college students' hunger, with two steamed buns left over to give to a homeless man in the city.

 mural advertising

As we left Chinatown, we stopped by Union Square and browsed through an outdoor art festival that was going on there (no photos allowed, however), and Michael captured this sweet shot of Rebecca and me.

 rebecca and me with golden gate heart sculpture at union square

I am definitely upset that I can't pack, for example, all my friends. Brandeis is definitely missing me more and more as I see constant status updates about friends arriving back at my home away from home, and it becomes more and more real that I won't be there for a whole 'nother year.

 japanese candy assortment

As we strolled in the general direction of the Embarcadero, Michael spotted and pointed out this Japanese candy shop that Rebecca and I had completely missed. And I'm really happy he did, because it was SO neat inside. Every candy was precisely wrapped and immaculately presented in such a Japanese fashion. I quickly read nearly every item description before deciding on trying the Shimizukaze.

 shimizukaze sweet

The "subtle Yuzu citrus flavored jelly surrounded by sweet red bean jelly" proved to be quite delightful. Michael, Rebecca, I all greatly enjoyed sampling the jelly-textured wonder.

 清水かぜ
It was like no other sweet I've ever had before, and I so look forward to trying a million things like it when I'm in Japan.

san francisco skyscraper

 street art for sale in outdoor market

 flowers for sale at the ferry building

We definitely saw the city that day, covering a lot of ground by tourist standards. But I was a bay baby, and feel proud at having spent a fair amount of time in the Bay Area in my life, so it wasn't tough getting around, particularly with Rebecca, too.

 bay bridge

We said goodbye to Rebecca near the Caltrain station. Since that goodbye was the last of the Brandeis goodbyes before my departure, I was definitely down--until we ran into this happy monk on the street who gave us buddhist prayer beads. He definitely picked up the mood for the rest of the day! Thank you for your kindness, mister monk!

 happy monk

After a bit more exploring, we decided to cross the bay (since we were staying with my grandpa in Berkeley) for dinner. Michael and I wound up eating at an excellent Korean restaurant on Solano, which was very nice as a celebration for our 3 year anniversary. Then we drove up into the hills on the way to the house, and stopped by the Berkeley Rose Garden to watch the stunning sunset over the bay.

 sunset at the berkeley rose gardens

By happy accident, it turns out we inadvertently turned my grandpa's house into a hostel Friday night. My cousin, who goes to school in Arcata, was on his way up from LA with my uncle that night, and they happened to choose to crash there, too. But that meant that Saturday morning, Michael and I were able to go to a nice breakfast in town before hitting the road. All in all, it was an extremely nice visit to the bay area, but it just made me realize that I can't pack Michael, my friends and family, and all of Brandeis and California in my suitcase. So it turns out it's going to be even more difficult to survive a year in two foreign countries than I initially thought.

the golden hills of california

The good news about space, though, is that supposedly the universe is always expanding. And unlike the case with my suitcase, I can always make a bit more room for things in my heart, however sucrose that may sound. I hope that this year I will simply make room for the new while retaining the old... in other words, I hope my luggage never gets lost.

Tuesday, August 14, 2012

Home

It has been a beautiful couple weeks of soaking up what little west coast sun I have left. I've been having quite a few adventures, but what follows are just a few highlights, with plenty more soon to come.

Michael and I went up to Trinidad, where we walked the Trinidad Head trail. I realize that I won't be seeing the Pacific from this angle in quite a while, so I made sure I didn't take it for granted. We really had a wonderful time just being there--so much so that we wound up staying for sunset a few hours later.

rocky seascape in Trinidad, CA

water hemlock: even more poisonous than it is beautiful

sunset views of state beach

One of my favorite places to be on the planet is this little falaise au bord du mer. I think really clearly there, where Michael is sitting. I hope that I can find places like this in Japan and France, even though I will be in sprawling metropolis for the next year. So far, Michael and I have actually managed to find some amazingly tranquil places in the Greater Boston Area, so hopefully I shouldn't have too much of a problem. In Japan, with its Buddhist and Shinto shrines and great love of nature, I'm hoping that I can easily find a place I call home just as much as this one. I know that will help me get over the culture shock to come.

michael meditating on a cliff

the golden light of sunset falling on blossoms

purple daisies blushing pink in the sunlight

sun has gone to japan and france for the day

The next day, we headed a little farther up the coast to Orick, CA, where we took a nice hike on the Trillium Falls trail. For those of you who don't know the area very well (or at all), this trail is very near Prairie Creek State Park, a site used frequently for filming the Jurassic Park series. It is primeval forest where the color green is pretty much all you can see for miles.

the footbridge at trillium falls 

 redwood sorrel on a mossy maple

sitting in a fallen giant collecting my thoughts

old growth redwood forest

Overall, I don't feel much of a need to travel while I'm in Japan or France. I've heard many a tale about the study abroad student who tries to do and see too much, and in doing so, fails to see her host country on anything more than a superficial level. I would rather go for depth than breadth, and so I don't see myself taking more than a couple day trips and maybe one weekend away from Osaka. But when my semester is over, I won't be coming back to the US (hence "around the northern hemisphere in 80 blog posts"), so I'll have about two weeks after my Osaka program before my Paris program starts. During this time, it is my deepest desire to become an ambassador for these trees you see here, and go visit their cousins in Japan. On Yakushima island, one of the southern islands in the Pacific off Kyushu, reside some of the worlds most ancient trees. Some of the cedars there are said to date back nearly 6,000 years. To give you some context, the island was supposedly the artistic inspiration for Hayao Miyasaki's もののけ暇 or Princess Mononoke, so if you can imagine the forested landscapes in that movie, I would be seeing that in real life--- so exciting!!!

a nurse log providing seedbed for ferns

The trees are, funny enough, a large reason why I started taking Japanese. I want to see the giant camphors (like the ones in Miyasaki's となりのととろ or My Neighbor Totoro), the cherry trees (though they won't be in bloom unfortunately while I'm there), and most of all, the fall foliage of the japanese maple. Last year in my French class, I recounted this true story about a time I saw a japanese maple at the Japanese Gardens in Portland, Oregon.

Je me baladais sur l’allée du jardin. Le crissement doux de mes pas sur les galets rêches grisés se répandait dans les couloirs de circulation. Les verts vifs de la nature et les arômes de l’automne me frappaient. Et tout d’un coup, le monde entier ralentis et tait. Lentement, l’écho de mes pas revient aux oreilles. Je lance un coup d’œil à gauche, et ce que je trouve me fait fixer. Tout en bas d’une pente douce au bord de l’allée circule un vivier rempli de carpes koïs. Les poissons flânent en baignant dans le bassin à poissons moussu, et en même temps que je l’approche, les koïs—ces images floues d’orange—s’apaisent, et la surface de l’eau se calme. L’écho de ce sentiment de tranquillité revient aussi, et je l’intériorise. Mes jambes pèsent. La tranquillité sature à mon esprit, et en regardant le jardin, le monde éclaircit. Les couleurs s’animent. Les koïs rougeoient d’un spectre chromatique : rouge feu, mandarine, abricot vivant, corail. Chaque écaille irradie.

A l’autre côté du chemin, un seul érable japonais s’étire les branches, et sa canopée voûtée arque au dessus du sentier. Ses nageoires écartent jusqu’aux extrémités des feuilles pointues. Son esprit coule comme sang dans ses nervures. Le tronc tordu ploie comme la grande arête de dos lorsque le koï fait les méandres au fond du vivier. Les brindilles oscillent comme les barbillons sur la face du poisson ; les feuilles de mêmes tons d’oranges et de rouges scintillent avec de rosée et des perles de brume comme les écailles. Son bois respire et vit.

« Cet arbre est comme un dragon, n’est pas ? » Tout à coup, le monde a accéléré. J’ai sursauté de frayeur. Une vielle dame japonaise s’est approchée à moi. Courbée avec l’âge, elle se soutenait avec une canne à pommeau en bois rouge intense, comme celui d’un cerisier. Ses cheveux de jais avec les tempes grisonnantes tendaient jusqu’à ses hanches fragiles. Même à son âge, avec sa délicatesse, elle doit avoir fait des pas plus doux que les miens, car je n’ai jamais remarqué le son des galets lorsque elle s’est approchée à moi. Je suppose qu’une dame aussi élégante qu’elle ferait des pas avec élégance aussi. Mais grâce à ses yeux doux, je me suis laissée détendre après qu’elle m’a effrayée tellement ; une gentillesse affectueuse émanait de ces yeux étroits. Ses pattes d’oie et ses rides profondes bordait son sourit éclatant, et mettaient en évidence sa sagesse. Elle a levé les yeux en montrant du doigt l’érable rouge dont la beauté m’a paralysée. « Regarde comme les bouts des branches ressemblent aux serres. »

« C’est une idée intéressante. A mon avis, cet arbre rassemble un poisson koï, » Alors j’ai expliqué ce que je venais de penser au sujet de cet arbre.

Enfin, elle m’a regardée dans les yeux gravement, et elle a déclaré « Tu es très mûre pour ton âge, jeune femme. En Japon, on dit que le koï le plus fort nage à contre-courant jusqu’à ce qu’il atteigne la cascade finale, où il voûte dans les brumes et devient un dragon d’eau. Cet exploit n’est que possible avec sa vaillance, sa persévérance, et son ambition de faire. Cet arbre-ci est le dragon qui était, il ya longtemps, un koï commun. Et lorsque tu étais en train de le regarder, j’ai aperçu que tu es comme cet arbre, avec un esprit enflammé en couleur orange feu comme ses feuilles. Tu vas toujours faire honneur à ta famille. »


Anyway, I'm pretty much in love with Japanese maples. But even more than their trees, I love the Japanese people, like the old Japanese woman I described in that story. In light of the recent anniversaries of the Hiroshima and Nagasaki bombings, Michael and I went to a luminaria lighting in honor of the lives lost to nuclear warfare. Michael forgot a jacket, and as soon as it started getting a bit chilly, this young Japanese woman asked if he wanted to use her blanket because he looked cold. かわいいね? The event also honored the older Japanese woman who brought this lantern festival to Arcata thirty years ago. She was also totally adorable.

luminaria lanterns pre-lighting

chinese characters on a lit lantern

lantern illuminating its neighbor

It is hard for me to imagine a time when my community would have banished all persons of Japanese ancestry, but I suppose historically my town was a very different place. The Japanese were "excluded" all over California, but particular attention was paid to the coastlines. A kid who went to my high school, one of the only Japanese in Arcata at the time, was sent to an internment camp in 1942. That just seems so strange to me. In a country that was fighting a war against a man who was ridding his country of an entire race, we send every person of a certain ancestry away. The principle just doesn't add up, but my grandfather used to say that without being there, in the war, and seeing firsthand the crazy fear and panic that Pearl Harbor brought on, it just wouldn't make sense-- but that the fear was there.

lanterns floating in the reservoir

I guess all I can do is be thankful that the world is healing, and that my community helps a little bit in making it a better place. Not only does my town have festivals like this one that celebrate world peace and healing, but everything that goes into this event, I think, is of sound principle. First, the lanterns float on the waters in the last reservoir in an innovative sewage-management system-- a series of oxidation ponds, treatment wetlands, and enhancement marshes, which naturally filters sewage through the use of wildlife. Perfectly sanitary sewage treatment without the harmful effects of industrial sewage treatment?? That is just SO cool! And look how pretty it is!

a father and daughter duo release lanterns to the water

Second, it's an event that brings together families, bringing up a new generation of peace-minded individuals. Third, it uses the healing power of art and words in making the lanterns. Everyone has fun using their own creativity and mind-power to make their own lantern, sending out a prayer on the water. Fourth, people in a rowboat go out on the water, wait for the candles to go out, and bring back the remains of the lanterns. The wooden bases are recycled the next year, and this process ensures that no harmful remnants remain to hurt the wildlife, either. And finally, it's a multi-cultural event that brings together a Japanese tradition and an American community, harvesting inter-cultural interaction and inspiring people like me to go out and experience different cultures in a way that the WWII Arcata couldn't have. 日本に行きましょう!

rowboat silhouetted against the floating lanterns